lynn

we are afraid to care too much, for fear that the other party does not care at all.

2010-08-04T14:31:00.001+08:00

so i'm sitting here thinking if this is reciprocal

CAWDOKDSKAGLBLAH.

2009-12-10T04:35:00.002+08:00

THERES NOBODY ONLINE ON MSN.
which really sucks cos it means tt everyone is slping and therefore i have to slp too :/
been procrastinating alot lately.
supposed to go borrow books to read but its always 'ill do it tmr'
yeah and tmr never comes
and cus of procrastinating i have to wait till january to start the popping course.
and frm then itll take like 3 months to complete.
which means it will eat up into my sch time.
and lets say i cosmically manage to get into jc chances are i wont be able to cope?
gotta stop procrastinating else id go nowhere in life.
i just procrastinate wayyyy too much.

inferiority complex

2009-10-24T00:42:00.003+08:00

hi diary.
everyones mugging and i dont wna disturb anyone cos ill feel guilty.
so ill make do with you :/
"reality smacks your head real hard", some pm from some guy.
but i cant agree more luh.
its this period of time when despair sinks in, when you wonder what happens if you screw this.
chances are youre fucked for life luh.
pathetic o level cert-> poly/bad jc-> no qualifications->no jobs->wrong side of the law(far-fetched but still.)->ultimately leads to teh chaos theory? o.O
but you get the drift
haha, bullshit. i mean, who doesnt know this right? haha
okay, i dont need sleep.
time for compre

i want my soul back

2009-10-13T01:49:00.004+08:00

okay..
i found the word to describe me-empty
yeap kinda.
kind of frustrating.
when ure trying to get something humans just have to butt in and get in your way.
then everything falls apart. pfft
though i havent really, gone full throttle yet but still.
make it easier for me lah. :/
sigh.
thought i think im supposed to be studying at this point of time. intensively
okay fine i know.
but im just rotting away, and a part of me doesnt know what else is left of me to rot.
sighh

wthell are you thinking.

Complications

2009-10-12T19:46:00.001+08:00

spare me already

Unjust

2009-09-19T01:58:00.001+08:00

you know, i look at my results and i say what the fuck happened to me.
28 points, its just plain mortifying.
math is like the only subject i can boast of but now its turning its back on me.
come to think of it my highest point is 4 wthell.
people lik weiquan and zohri are suddenly scoring so damn high.
and im just running on the spot or better yet, sleeping.
im thnking drop pure to combined science.
but i dont see how they can ace and i cant.
i dont deserve any of these grades. okay maybe for as.
i wont even mind not taking the theory paper i dont even care.
But maths,english, a maths? hell no.
Call me arrogant, ill take that.
if thats what it takes to get me my aces.
I dont deserve these marks.
I refuse to lose.

But guess whats most ironical.
a day later ill look back at this post and label it as 'all talk'.
for real.
pffft. so much for willpower

okay so, what's new?

2009-09-12T02:42:00.002+08:00

gah, its haunting me agn. but this time i not gna fail D:
cus im gna learn to be thick skinned!
experience tells me i need tt to win =/
yes yes yes go keeny!
after all, ive been through this before. heh

anw, on a lighter note, im gna get my mask technically later yay!
my gosh its alr 245am
but im gna wake up a new young man,
and hopefully,miraculously,cosmically,magically,somehow study -.-
and then ill get the jabbawockee mask! !@#!#@! AHHHHHHHHHHH

im seriously hooked on this
i mean, you never get to see sth like this in singapore ):
tt guy does headspins like its hardly a challenge ._.
ah anw i need to slp cuz apparently im supposed to recuperate between 12-2 and i think its 3 already lol

2MONTHS TO MAD POPPING!!!

Forced to think that hell is a place called home

2009-08-30T18:21:00.002+08:00

but its alright, since music/beats is like the all-cure for nearly everythng.
aiya should have went out with th rest today.
supposed to train but i hardly did anything -.-
now i have nothing to give to the teachers!
oh shit.
im supposed to go back to my primary sch tmr LOL
eh but then agn i lost all their contacts and i changed my number so..
bleh, hf tryna find me
i hardly even remember the faces or even names of my ex classmates.
wont be surprised if some of them become super hot.
or maybe ill find lynn tmr hahahaha

six step!

2009-08-28T18:32:00.002+08:00

bleh. been so long yet i still cant make it look clean.
but whenever i train my hands get sweaty and then i slip and slide and glide like a megabyte. ):
i think im really epic phail like, i dont know. cant seem to achieve anything?
im pretty much positive that if i ever step into poly i will rot and burn into a pile of ashes.
but that doesnt help in pushing me to study
i dont wanna continue ._.

turtleman!

2009-07-28T23:09:00.001+08:00

kenny is happy cuz he finally managed to the turtle!
in a matter of years and he will be able to this!

muhahahaha.
but the guy is freaking imba like some superman high on drugs.
and then he spins spins and spins and then tada!
like freaking awesome :/
bleh. anyways, i checked out the tecktonik zohri was showing me and it was expectedly,
as annoying as him. :P
lol no offence but it kinda looks like some drug addict dancing,
not in the awesome sense.
aiya but then agn, suits him.
think chances are after o levels im gna ps rachal to learn breaking with myself or maybe bl :D
okay im gna go train agn muhahahaha

1000 stacks

2009-07-19T00:25:00.004+08:00

i feel like a mammoth with imba inertia.
i want to move but my body says no im tired.
when i am technically not.
i went to sakura just now and now i really regret -.-
my veins are all missing and i cant even lift myself 5 cm off the floor T.T
i tried to lift myself off the floor but instead i just lay there for half an hour.
ahh nvm. ill train tmr. of course i will. i say that everyday.
anw i was gn thru my photos and some of them are freaking retarded i could bastard them unintentionally.
though somehow half of my photos are infested with some purple dinosaur but clever kenny managed to get hold of the barney-free photos! :D

POSER POSER

deep V is sexy like a taxi

uh.....okay...

im a happy man!

me looking awesome in the supposedly MJ pose. muhahahahaha :D

i should move now D:

medicine

2009-07-18T01:44:00.002+08:00

moral of the story? the mouth is the root of all evil.'
... everyone's overreacting and i hardly see their point.
oh well. anyways
i somehow noticed more people in my class, as in, their actions lah.
like diao-ing at how the teachers/students are having so much fun reliving their deprived childhood, fascinate at the extent to which their ridiculous lameness stretches to(though it seems it stretches out forever), and marvel at the stupdity of pigeons o.O
ok lsh, cute in a way.
i mean they waddle towards their food w/o even looking. like as if their food is the route to heaven. though its quite true since they get knocked down by cars most of the time.
bleh, just some random thought.
right.
its cheesy but, when you view things at a different perspective, they really look different =/
the angels and demons switch roles and even some passer by A might turn out to be a.. top scholar for all you know.
what im trying to say is, when given a product, people tend to look at its packaging.
we tend to look at its packaging.
What if beneath the oh-so-lovely glossy wrappers laid some monster X's carcass?
We never know

i dont know how i got so analytical.
this is what expository does to ur head ):
and this post is not directed at anyone .

rod laversss :(((((((

2009-07-12T21:00:00.002+08:00

wlwlwlwl. i had my hopes high just now before going to tm
i thought i was gna get my awesome shoes.
but theyre claiming that they have no stock in singapore :(
so now i have to glide with my school shoes at the moment T.T
like, you pull ur shoes but they refuse to move. pfft. oh well.
now im debating with myself whether to ask the jing guy for tips but,
i hardly even know him and i bet he doesnt either
:(
argh. chances are when i get back to sch tmr im gonna get fucked by as agn
life just never gets any better

the ricochet theory

2009-07-11T01:30:00.005+08:00

hais. i typed a whole block of text but,guess it wasnt appropriate
then i deleted the popping video too cuz i felt like it alright.
okay fine i cant sleep so i thought vy doing this i could sleep easier but turns out it doesnt help and its making me more pissed off cuz my comuter sucks and the internet is horrible i find it a miracle already being able to type this crap and since it doesnt help me much i think im gonna go try to sleep agn.
but i dont feel like moving.
i want 2 sleep i want to sleep.
okay screw this ill type it out anyway.
or maybe not.
argh. you know what.
im done typing

Taga AUP Ako ---v---o---d---a--

2009-06-23T22:39:00.004+08:00

er, you see.
everytime i open ie theres this 'Taga AUP Ako ---v---o---d---a--' wtf is that on the top bar of my ie.
and it automatically goes into full screen and it pisses me off D:
oh better yet,it makes my computer slow down much more than it already is, which is quite a..miracle?
must be all ky fault he pass me the thumbdrive i insert then got error le DDD:
hmph. fine
anw as is over and omg, never felt better :D
so thats.. D7 for you hahah
hols are finally here but then again, i wouldnt really call it a holiday with the amount of homework that is waiting to tumble down onto my face.
That is, if i were to touch them :D

Just came back from squash tmd play halfway the lights suddenly go off -.-
freaking scary i swear i thought there was mr.invisible beside me luh.
Turns out they had to close the court lol

and and and kwan ho sister is damn cute lOL
srsrsrsly.
and wl regine is in my class wtf i wasnt informed
thats cheating

/

The clock takes life away .

2009-06-10T18:44:00.002+08:00

firstly, this post is going to be freaking cheesy cuz, i dont know, maybe cuz i ate meltz just now.

Because, sometimes we dont seem to realise how fragile life is until suddenly something hits you and THEN you see the light.
A week back cher was still joking about how cute her mom was, in terms of personality lah.
Then now shes gone .
i meant the latter .
Yeah though i never paid attention to her class before chinese intensive, somehow theres this ?bond? that..somehow.. makes me feel kinda sad?
you really can tell that she loves her alot.
like, when she talks about her,
the glow she emanates just radiates and hits you.
No sneak preview, weather forecast, premonition, no nothing.
just yet another, typical, fine day
where nothing really changes.
Just the disappearance of a star in the sky.
But then maybe from her perspective,
everything changes .
Its plain frightening, almost suffocating,
how the inanimate object with its hands of doom just comes and grabs life away.
Its inevitable, yes.
but still, i just feel its too sudden
i dont know man, hopefully shell get over it quickly? :/
Moral of the story?
..I suddenly cant recall the phrase but you get what im hitting at
If youre still reading and feel like ur gonna puke,just remember its all the meltz' fault

oh my god fucking cheesy

How does one change the rules of the game ?

2009-06-06T13:13:00.002+08:00

argh. im terribly upset with myself. uggh
What are the odds of one having a golden opportunity, or at least an opportunity to take and fully make use of it ?
Lets say they happen on a daily basis, and in fact they actually do.
Granted, youre just gonna let it come and go without trying to make full use of it.
like flash,boom, poof. gone
Then a few seconds later you think and go 'what the hell was I thinking'
And it doesnt just end there.
It takes a happy merry-go-round ride and hits you later again, and again, and again and again.
Makes you feel like cow
and it pummels you down into the bottomless abyss where for an instant time seems to actually stop
sth is horribly wrong,
and i need to do sth.
like now

youre in no position to be critical

2009-06-02T20:04:00.002+08:00

heres what you do alright?
take a step back,
and literally fuck your own face

SomeONE'S LOOKING :O

2009-06-01T16:51:00.003+08:00

wlwlwl i seriously got stunned this morning when i realised i didnt write my name on the answer sheet.
like i got hit by a storm bolt or something.
like an anchor that pulls ur heart deep down to the seabed
wlwlwlw
turns out you didnt have to write your name ._.
okay paper 2 was quite easy
paper 1 i did narrative and i think i kinda screwed it up luh.
i focused too much on the vocab that i neglected the plot.
i made it sound like some pri sch standard essay
just hope languages pulls me to..say 30? :D
thN ILL GET A 2! OR ONE :O
its plausible
oh yayaya tmr ill go check the oral tapes and laugh at caleb ahahahaha
无风不起浪,事出必有因. 冰冻三尺,非一日之寒 LOL
yay yay yay

i CAN DO A TURTLE!:D

Learn. to read.

2009-05-21T18:42:00.002+08:00

He who guards his mouth and his tongue keeps himself from calamity
Proverbs 21:23 NIV

Ghosts, monsters, and then theres you

2009-05-13T23:43:00.002+08:00

Lol I thought of a lot of crap to bastard ppl but not gonna ruin my blog :/
Okay quick recap:
Uh English, about the situational writing thing right?
I was supposed to write ‘I hope that you will concur with my suggestion to ….’
If im not wrong and I think I certainly am not, I substituted concur with comply.
WHICh makes the meanings of the sentences worlds apart. ):
And I made the argumentative essay sound super extreme, cos I only had one main idea to elaborate on.
From time management I elaborated until the point that people should make use of every single second that tick by -.-
Chemistry this morning was freaking easy I nearly fell to the floor while laughing.
..okay I didn’t. but you get the point
Cuz when I realized there weren’t any mole concept questions In the paper, I had the sudden impulse to just fling the calculator at weiquan lah lol
Six more days .

I caught a brief glimpse of the nine o clock drama series just now, and what the hell it was bloody disgusting.
I cant really comment on the plot since I only caught 5minutes of the show, but its probably gonna be as predictable luh.
But tts not the point. Point is, the guy was freaking disgusting when he attempted to use sarcasm.
I mean, if you cant handle sarcasm okay fine you can just tell him you suck gtfo right smack on his face.
Its freaking disgusting like, to the max 最高境界 cuz when you make sarcasm so obvious, sarcasm loses its meaning and it only makes you look like a clown from the future.
But it doesnt affect me so oh wells. :/

P.S. you're nowhere near .

Yeah, why should you?

2009-05-08T10:02:00.003+08:00

The prev post just, somehow, diappeared .

If you can see his veins, theyre like fightng to explode out of every part of his body. what the hell man. -.-
marc asked me to cut my hair like that.
But if you see closely right, at least there are some strands of hair that can be labelled as 'fringe'.
In which for my case my hair stands upright, and the worst thing is tht it refuses to get down.
Like a plant that reaches out for sunlight. o.O
then i asked ming fong, he say need rebond .
........
i thoght rebond was for nadia this kind one =/
think if she learns abt this shes gna bastard me like mad cuz i keep asking her to teach me how to spike her hair

The thunder woke me up now i cant get back to sleep. zzz
anyways i found sth pretty erm, meaningful in a way?

Scratching at the window
with claws of pine,
the wind wants in.

For days it has been
calling itself across
the white land, howling
on the hills, prowling
on the porch, crouching
hungry behind the barn.

When I turn on the light
it yelps, streaks off
across the yard, snow
covering its tracks,

It will be back.
It smells warm flesh
behind this frosted glass.

Just now it whimpers
in a corner of the porch
nursing a sore paw.

It knows all the tricks.

I won’t open the door.

its Coyote Wind by Imogene Bolls.
and its a poem in case ur trying to be stupid .
I just thought, it was pretty artistic, no?
Somehow im kinda missing lit .
like, if im not wrong you can just bullshit ur way through and as long as you support it with enough details and explanation basically you get ur marks.
So its just a matter of playing with words
Should of taken lit, dont know why i didnt.
Okay i do but im just gon shove it out of my brain for now

There's something, seriously wrong with my life.
oh yeah unfortunately for you i have one.
I think theres someone cursing me out thr, cus im getting injuries all over these days.
just a few days back i stepped on this 3 pin-plug thing, i didnt know i was bleeding until i looked down and 'oh what the bloody crap'.
its like you can probably slot a thumbdrive in and process the data in ur brain.
and then yesterday when i did pushups my chin hit the floor. Again. For two days now.
after that when i was going to sleep, i was taking my medicine, fyi its a pill
then when i drank my water the pill somehow escaped from my mouth into the bottle.
Not sure what i was thinking, i drank the whole bottle cuz i was afraid that when i poured the water into the sink to get the pill, the pill would fall out too.
Okay maybe this was my fault. uggh

I was thinking, how can animals survive, when they have to keep everything bottled up in themselves.
Everyday it gets colder, like youre a stranger now.
i want to time travel, to redo everythng, to make it perfect.
But duh its impossible.
Perfection doesnt exist, and everything else exists to prove that notion true.
Its suffocating.
I know ive said this a million times or so but honestly,
I don't know.

KERI KERI KERI KERI KERI KERI KERI KERI KERI

2009-04-30T18:29:00.002+08:00

hilson! :D
is chio!
omg did i just say that did i did i. no i didnt.
typing is a category of its own !
OH RIGHT KERI HILLSON

blogger doesnt allow me to post her video :(

her pupils are blue omg. or maybe its just her lenses
w/e

aiya give you face update luh -.-

ytd just when everythng seemed to be peaceful and uneventful( if thrs such a word)
this idiot mengrui have to come and er, vent her anger on my door knob? ):
i pull dunno how many yrs nvr spoil.
dunno what she do one time gg le.
and it sucks that i cant give it a proper burial, considering the singapore laws and blah blah.
and i cant reduce it to ashes cuz im not allowed to play with fire cuz im a bad boy.
Regardless, it braved thunders and storms and sunny weathers and cigaratte smokes with me.
I already consider it as part of my family!
How could she be so vicious, to take away the life of my loved one?
I am torn :(
So i put it back to its crime scene, and then when my father came home and pulled it out,
he was like 'i did not just do that no i didnt'
lol
and hes trying to follow my footsteps i guess.
Were just waiting for my dumb bro to assume the responsibility of 'spoiling' the door knob. muhaha

Oh.
And as if to prove that not only mengrui wants to mess with me,
The EL paper 1 screws me up to.
I swear i didnt know the skills for young people to succeed was a plural.
so i just elaborated on one main idea throughout the whole essay. awsome!
At least i didnt write 100 words for summary luh.
Went to Yoshinoya with mervyn and friends
i lmaoed at jerome and chetan on the bus lol
chetan fall on the floor sound effect damn loud sial lols
I think my bridge is gn to be pwnd by kh and the rate im improving T.T

Then i didnt want to go home yet, so went to mengrui hse.
its like, wah.
like construction workers hideout sia.
srsly theres this absailing rope thingy,
and rocky path i think its for mini ninja warrior.
and every single floor theyre doing some renovation work? *stunned*
the ultimatum is that theres this construction worker maybe acting as a bodyguard or spy or guardian in front of her door?
and she made us watch some stupid 'the host' bloody waste of time -.-
ohoh and the charlie charlie crap
and the sweets are actually mouldy.
holy cow, its like a combination of hell and yet more hell.
but the best part was bastarding chantal all the way lol super fun

P.S. apocalypse says he can do twenty pull ups now! !!! NO!!

Turntables

2009-04-25T01:21:00.000+08:00

Argh i screwed add math test so bad that using a screwdriver is is an understatement.
I spannered a math test :(
Somehow now the passing mark for math is a distinction,
but i didnt really study much so, serve me right.
I have barely any motivation to study, or i used to back then, and then.
uggh annoying.
I dont know why i have to change in this turning point of my life. pfft

kind of pissed with caleb so i decided to go with danieL AND FRIENDS!
on the bus i damn high doing waving all the way then sitian sudddenly hit me wth,
i think now got dent on my head. stupid mafia leader D:
Then there was a bunch of ITE bastards staring at us, for who knows what reason.
my aura probably. But nth happened, just staring and some occasional string of alien language crap. luckily, for them. LOL
then we went to play bridge bridge :D
daniel was damn loser i think can fight with khoon hua sia lol, i mean in terms of bridge :x
cuz his partner was king of hearts, and unfortunately i am the super swey guy.
then i put the king of hearts, he put the ace to beat me T.T
hoho and i got my shoelaces =D

During tuition theres this blonde girl,
wah she come in the whole room damn bright sia.
the hair like wheat field liddat, incidence = reflection
then the light shine here shine there *shing shing shing*
but sit too far cannot talk ._. hais
oh shit.
physics test is on tues LOL
time to er, try to mug bye

Fruit

2009-04-21T22:06:00.003+08:00

hohoho..
blood and sweat..
tears and .. more tears..
wahahahaha, our final product! this is what singapore has been waiting for..
!!!

of course its edited lol.

and yes happy belated birthday chantal (:

APOCALYPSE!

2009-04-21T17:12:00.003+08:00

YAY YAY.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BITCH
I didnt know bl had a bithday la, or else i would of gotten him a super imba gift :/
You know those koko krunch advertisements-
"POOF! It became koko krunch!"
yah, so i thought maybe similarly he was born from thin air or sth.
Aiya now its too late to get a present. If only i knew it beforehand ):

I somehow saw the papers today and its about the 'apocalypse' caleb was saying zomg.
what is wrong with these people.
' THE INEVITABLE DOOM IS NEAR '
' WE NEED TO WATCH 'THE KNOWING' TO LEARN SURVIVAL TIPS! '
-.-"
Youre scared. Youre anxious. You dont know what to do!
You spend all your money cos you dont have much time to live.
You dont wanna study, cos you wont even have the chance to work.
Then who benefits huh, certainly not you.
ITSS A PLOY! :O

Oh right I found this awesome song its so awesome I can hardly believe im a guy.

Now Im That Bitch - Livvi Franc
Why is it awesome?
The artist says ‘bitch’ for 24 times!
My register is 25.
I don’t get it.
Its just one more ‘bitch’ to perfection what the hell was the lyricist thinking man.
*shakes head in disgust*
But from a different perspective maybe it was designed so that when you add the ‘bitch’ from the song title, IT BECOMES 25 ZOMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!
Good taste.

Caleb and his brother are like, mutations on the rise?
One does 18 pull-ups ._. another does 11. And hes like sec1 T.T
I don’t wanna get bronze for napfa ):
I was worried abt 2.4, so I ran in the middle of the night to train running.

Okay I tried to run.

Cuz when I looked down from the balcony it was like freakin creepy.
Like there are creatures lurking in the shadows waiting to pounce on you and eat ur flesh and AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
Chinese they call it shou zhu dai tu.
It means right, you take possession of a marble, and since rabbits eat marbles; you wait for a rabbit to pass by so you CATCH THE RABBIT!
I cant rmb who but I know some idiot from twilight said not to go alone in the woods, cus there are vampires or werewolves im not quite sure. Just dangerous
Similarly there are rabbit hunters camping down in the bushes and apparently I am going to appear like a rabbit to them. I don’t wanna die no!
Its all the PE’s cher fault for causing my paranoia.
How does passing rugby balls even train us in anything -.-
I swear I would of smashed her head with a spanner had her surname not been Goh.

Finally cleared the podcast crap.
Kind of crappy but, that’s the whole point basically LOL.
I cameraman hor siao siao. Tch
The final product isn’t with me, think ill upload it as soon as I get it :D

you dont havee to push urself

I lmao-ed at this LOL ( vulgar content frm some idiot :x)

Manslaughter

2009-04-20T17:10:00.004+08:00

Life should be like a game of cards
You make a mistake
Then fold the deck and start over
hmm?

i dont know, i mean.
oh you think its so easy to put on a smile.
ugh,
i dont know what to say.
or maybe i do.
just not in the form of words.

my mind has a mind of its own

人之相识,贵在相知,人之相知,贵在知心。

2009-04-12T16:24:00.003+08:00

I HAVE A NEW PHONE NEW PHONE NEW PHONE YAYYYYYYYYYYYY
the earpiece is damn awesome man

My hard work did pay off.
cuz for the past 1 year in a bid to change my phone, i used the key to scratch my phone screen.
now it looks like a maze LOL.
but then when i went to trade in they said too many scratches ._.
$50~~
4more hours of charging... cmon cmon

P.S. SORRY TERI. )=

The glass is half empty .

2009-04-10T01:07:00.004+08:00

Dug up my old songs and i realised evanescence still sounds awesome wow.
i mean the songs, not the artist.

Not feeling anywhere near good right now, lets just say things never work out the way you want them to.
Must be all siens fault luh, talk until become super emo.
i dont know why i said so much also lah.
hais,
and my cher is srsly trying to be a jerk.
Hes like late for close to an hour.
I give some remark and i get lectured for all sorts of crap.
He claims my nonchalance is intended to impress the other idiot.
As if im blind lah.
Guess im on probation.
Hell, like i need it.
pffffffffffffft :(

omg at the rate events are happening im gna morph into a bitch anytime soon.
okok stop stop stop.

okay. i rmb sth retarded
cuz i was pretty much sceptical when racheal said her hse got burglar, like wtf?
I thought it only happened in all those action-packed PAYOW BANKAI KABOOM movies.
then i asked some idiot lah. the reply:

2day mornin gt burglar break into rach hse
den the burglar saw her face
and literally run away wif nth

-.-"" erm lalala have fun with life.

THE YUAN WRATH

2009-04-08T17:40:00.005+08:00

I dont see how i manage to screw up every single SPA. SUMPA. SPA SUMPA MUSTAFA . papaya
it doesnt make sense. i thought theyre supposed to take turns; as in you get super imba in one SPA, and the opposite for the next, so that it becomes balanced and stuff? no?
guess not. pfft
enough of that shit.

SO.IM LEArning to be a better bastard.
muahahaha
watch out bitch. the trainings meant for you
taste the prowesss of THE YUAN.
WAHAHAHAHAHA

your brain - its there for a reason.
your face - why is it there .

Mr. Loser

2009-03-31T14:53:00.003+08:00

Okay so today theres this idiot. People call him wei quan.
Then aft sch theres this 'showdown' with him and some sec 3 girl. think she was frm band.
Wq:'Excuse me."
girl:'I dont want to be excused"
then weiquan took a detour. DETOUR LEHS.
He could of just asked her to f off.
If i were him i would of shoved her to the ground or sth lah.
too bad binglun nt thr, or cfm niao the girl like shit lols
Think were going headhunting tmr.

I dont know him.

your face

2009-03-30T22:54:00.003+08:00

ugughh.
i swear, if life's a bitch, then AS is its male counterpart.
Means AS is, technically speaking, the male dog lah.
The explanation part was purely intended to break it down into er simpler substances for people like kwanho to digest, cuz apparently he has difficulty w english =/
like like like erm.. resistance pronounced as rheh-sistance.
This is what korean music does to ur head
Kidding. no offence ;D

Okay so I have this aspiration. I aspire to be a superb ZOMGWTFIMBA animator when i grow up. Spending years to create an animation is gonna be so damn cool. Its really going to make my life a worthwhile one. How splendid. I shriek at the thought of it.
Sure thing man, sure.

I spent like 2h doing some portfolio, and i highly doubt any positive outcome. And im supposed to be mugging for add math.
I can like write an essay on Hitler and his friends and perhaps, pets in 2h. The expository essay I did for English was without any effort at all, not to mention planning. And I got a what, B4? WTHHH?

B4 is like, super imba, since its 3 storeys below B1, means it can probably park more cars, and to top it off, B4 is like maybe 4 times deeper than six feet under. And six feet under is supposedly an awesome show, though I haven’t watched it yet. It all proves one thing - B4 is the superman.

Wah I dunno how I got here. Basically AS is a bitch x2 lah.
Oh yah I screwed up Chem spa as well. I poured P1 into P1 . And the previous physics spa I got 100++ gradient.
Theres a term for this, think its called destiny or sth.

Okay er happy bday mengrui.

P.S. Just pretend its 12 am now

CHEMISTRY (:

2009-03-23T21:52:00.006+08:00

Cher:

Can you put a star at c because c is very important
I cant stress how important this is.
This is very important. Okay?
Okay come let's do this this is very fun.
Really really!
I just do one example you all can do already.
The first step this is what you do you write.
You write down which of these chemical bonds are broken
(then i think i switched off my ears)
..So you plus 498
Must be a plus or minus?
Must be a plus uh.

Then i switched off agn.=/
I wrote down what she was saying to stop myself frm slping lol
it helps to keep one awake . temporarily. =D
super cute la hahaha

Cannot find nice songs sia, whrs neyo
NEYO NEYO NEYO. NEYO ?!?!@?@#$??!!$?
SO MANY LEAKS BUT WHRRS THE ALBUM.

OH THR NEYO HI NEYO.

HIEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSS NEYO!
AND I THOUGHT MY HAIR WAS ROCK BOTTOM! LOL!

Loss

2009-03-22T01:55:00.005+08:00

I dont know why im here but i am

What happens when you can neither turn left nor right.
You go straight, right. Instinct tells me to go straight.
I go straight.
What happens when its a dead end then?
I head back.
Then what happens if you cant go back to the past?
You stay there. You wait for help .
but i dont need anyone elses help,
and youre never gonna help me.
I dont think you even know about the predicament im in.
Which leaves me with a last option.
Give up , which is exactly what im trying to do.
Trying to do, that is.

It’s already two. Sleepy but I just cant get to sleep.
I close my eyes and instead of drifting to lalaland my mind flies to who-knows-where and starts an unrelenting chain of thoughts, from why the sky is blue to how physics sucks etc. Apparently ”pole to pole”.
Yeah, and the "pole to pole" popped up from nowhere too.
Sigh. Having a hyperactive mind really helps.
To drive you nuts
Tuition tmr. Sure adds colour to my life.

Haunt-er

2009-03-18T13:57:00.005+08:00

Just realised the previous song lasted 30 seconds.zzz
Couldn't find a nice song so ya, make do with haunted.

Met up with cher this morning, gave me theories of life.
Im supposed to charge like some raging bull on the loose .
How do i charge when i cant sleep?
How can i sleep when i keep thinking of. stuff?
Its not like i still need false hope.
Youre just hurting me more.
I dont want to guess what you think no more.
I dont need this

I want to move on.

operation save boss

2009-03-15T21:53:00.004+08:00

Spent 3 hours studying probability and its like super complicated o.O
On the contrary vectors is like peanuts.
Probability questions 1mark also need think so long tmd.
No, not hardworking, just preparing for tuition
and turns out the other idiot apparently got sick.
Super easy to get sick lah, just send an sms and. tada!
Tuition cancelled =/

OH I RMB!
o.O rmb sounds like r&b O:
okay right, i remember.
ytd we went shopping and discovered a secret =OOOOO
teh secret ! No, not yoojin's book.
We found out tt boss is involved in cultist activities :O
noooooooooooo!!!!!
Sacred blood, sacrifice,dark rituals, etc.
AND HE BITES PEOPLE!
!!
!
!
!
or does he?
IT MUST BE THE KISS ANURA PLANTED ON HIS CHEEK.
All the love and passion, all in that one kiss.
IT must have triggered the inner hollow in him, then caused him to morph into a hideous dragon! *breathes fire and gives scary face*
How else could such a guy with great prospects become so indifferent so suddenly?
What will Kenny and his crew do to save the day?
Will the man and his crew manage to salvage the situation, or will the boss ultimately succumb to evil and his companions.
Find out in the next episode of "good guy gone bad"!

Conspiracy

2009-03-10T17:51:00.002+08:00

today is super coolxzx
first i got caught saying the wrong stuff at the wrong time,
okay, not elaborating.
then then i lost my fringe, cuz i thought there would be another spot check.
den i damn scared. den .
srry fringe :(

hais..
and finally my gosu comp.
the cpu is like making some sort of rattling sound when it starts up. or tries to.
and then i have to like restart it four times to connect it to the internet
four times know.
two square.
perfect square sia.
just because i do maths on the comp and it somehow learnt a few tricks, its now trying to show off to me.
Basic geometry.
Ptchsxz
aiya smart la smart la
He thinks he can stage a revolt and overpower me.
just because he can do some beat box
go beat ox lah u
I sumpa after o levels i am so going to take this antiquity, dissect it and scatter its parts all ard singapore ahahaha.
You will nv be able to find your way back home ahahahaha
ahaha

take that bitchxzx

YEE PUU DAH

2009-03-06T21:05:00.002+08:00

ahahaa, sorry for the previous posts. Can't think properly when i get hot-headed. Can't express properly, thus the incoherent crap =/
I used to be super calm lor.
GAHH.
and i can not quite say anything cuz people are looking :O
Awesome people.

BTW,
I am perfectly normal okay =(
Just that everyone i ask end up psing me.
One has to for wad flag day*rolls eyes*, another has to study for some bio SPA? and another somehow got crippled for trying to be kenny. overrating himself. tch. LOL

I dont really know whats P.S.
P.S. i learnt to link today =x

Paranoia?

2009-03-02T00:00:00.002+08:00

Maybe its just me.
Earth is spinning so quickly i can barely hold on.
Everything's changing and i dont like it.
I dont even dare going near the balcony, its like tempting me to drop dead
Never been emotional in sec2.
2E.
Make trouble, laugh, play.
History.

Suddenly everything is trying to raid my head at once. People do u not know how to queue up?
I have a large capacity, but tt doesnt mean u guys can take advantage of it.
Life holds nothing in store for me already.
Everything is so bleak i can hardly make out whats ahead of me.
The ugly side of life? tch. Life is hideous in every aspect.

Or maybe i need to start going to church.
I dont wanna slit my wrist. Or maybe i do. Or not.
The scissors is waving to me. Damn.
Whatever happened to Einstein or whosoever's theory of time travel?
Oh god i need to stop.

Bullshit

2009-02-25T22:12:00.002+08:00

Whats a discussion when all you do is force ideas into my head, brush away my opinions and overrule all of my objections?
'Discussion'. You make it sound oh-so-nice.
You talk some cock and bull story, bring me on a merry go round ride, and we're what back at square one?
Pfffft. What the hell?
And its as though the machine guns at home have their hands glued onto the trigger.
Its fine if its something new, but all you do is just repeat and give the same old hackneyed motivational crap talk which is going to inspire me? To be an A1 listener you mean.
Another minute in this place and im so landing in woodbridge.
Starting to dread thursdays, thank god thrs tuition on thurs.
Beginning to forget how to spell sane.
Suddenly remembers how to spell pissed

Abstract Art

2009-02-22T11:48:00.008+08:00

It was a fateful day, we were both young and innocent.
We discovered sth called art =x
Quite fun =DD

SS lol
Nic creates sth cute -

I DREW ICHIGO =D

BINGLUN'S CMI 2D CROC

no comments

i love this handwriting lol

P.S. the demon duck of doom has a deadly beak designed for snapping bones =X
jk =D

AY AY AY HIGH LIKE PIE WHY FLY !@$

2009-02-21T21:22:00.002+08:00

hiiiiiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeessss =D
i upgraded my wardrobe todaeeee! no more bossiniiii ~!@*!@ YAYYYYY
*bites handphone*
No more spiderman shoes, Ah gong shirt, baggy samurai pants. YEAHH
awesome!!with a xzxzxzxx
Shopping is funn! But not when it comes to books, however.=/
WEiquAN spent one hour +++ buying 2 assessment books -.-"
Make us walk ard like singapore one day tour..tmd. But i got nice shirts, so nvm

Flaunts my assets.

LOLL no ignore tt part .

Couldn't blog just now, cuz my dad was being an idiot. He thinks hes very stealthy lah, he tries to look at my screen but the shadow is so damn obvious. And when i turn around he claims to be looking for sticks. -.- its like in his pocket jutting out. He goes into the kitchen w nothing and comes out w nth. Sure sure youre finding your cigarattes, theyre hiding in the kitchen cuz u tried to, cook them? bleah

Still happy tho, higH LIKE HI BYE CHICKEN FLY WHY DIE.
I LIE TO MY THIGH.
O.o

Oh thanks a lot.

2009-02-20T17:32:00.002+08:00

You have no idea what you do to me.

I should have known better to listen to the teachers.
One plus two doesnt add up to three, it never did.
You know what they say, about pressure flattening your head or sth.
My foot.
It feels like a different feeling altogether, even the word itself looks kind of alien.
My mind is so gonna blow, like the idiot who blew his brother to smithereens on his attempt of creating some bomb. Smart idiot.
I cant even think straight now.
To think i thought light travelled in a straight line.
To think i thought i could do without you

I don't know how I let you brainwash me .

2009-02-13T12:36:00.004+08:00

Call me crazy, I dont really mind now
then again, crazy is pretty much an understatement, cuz the song is omgwtfwowawesome
Been listening the song for who knows how long. Dope, those americans call it
DOPE DOPE DOPE DOPE AHHHH
Theres actually this small flame inside of me that yearns to be a star, and usually reignites upon hearing this kind of addictive songs, well momentarily, only to extinguish with a "pop" sound when i try to sing. :(
But nevertheless, this song is so awesome i kinda forgot my own name .
I so wanna post the lyrics, but theyre gonna look long and draggy so no :(
okay whatever, just a short one

Now you got me out here trying to figure out just how to breathe
Don't know which way to go, it's been so long since I was free
I opened up and changed my life
You left me hung out to -- you lead me on.

Dejavu =/

Brainwashed

2009-02-13T11:35:00.002+08:00

DOWN WITH FLU. GAHHHHHHH
chantal tan you are so dead.
then again the culprit might be louis.
There really is a tendency that some idiot sitting beside you with flu 24/7 will spread some of his inhabitants to you.
Unlike charges attract, after all.
Omg am I talking physics. nonono physics is bad. no physics no.
And i think R&B is the best thing the music industry has ever created, honestly.
Brainwashed-Jimmy burney ft RaVaughn Brown
I CANT GET IT INTO MY PLAYLIST. ARRGGHHH
Will a kind soul upload it on flashfetish, pretty please? :)
BRAINWASH ME !

I bought wax on the way to the doc's just now, but i cant spike!=//
zohri said my hair looks like crap without wax, means i have to learn how to spike before saturday, and my bro doesnt even use wax, so im left with myself to depend on. go kenny! GG
i can already picture myself with a messed up hairstyle, as if I had escaped from the bombings of world war2. ughh
I'm playing brainwashed over and over again luh, think its gonna brainwash me itself. oh god the beats

Headhunter

2009-02-12T18:47:00.005+08:00

Uhh.. i think were supposed to spread the love on valentines, most probably ill be spreading the flu bug.:(
I think tt chantal spread the flu bug to me luh, i have like everything that she has. I WANT TO SPREAD THE LOVE =((

This morning caleb did 14 bloody pullups. like wth, super demoralising.Like when you see his so awesome back view, and then you see his face. yah. JK :)
The only good thing about AS is that, I managed to skip porridge and friends and eat burgers YAY.
2h30 min to do modelling, felt like an eternity.
Even SS test is faster lah.SS, u know, the test on writing speed? the impossible to get A1 test.
Yah, and you can stare at the computer screen till stars appear from everywhere.I think i was sleeping at the 2h mark lah, and i saw lydia doodling at her paper. LOL!
She wrote,"FAIL :)", and everyone else was like chionging lah.
AWEESOMEEE!!IM NOT ALONE LOL
I have the screenshots, but cant post!!!
oh oh and i sneezed at justin for like every 5 minutes, he should be sick by tomorrow.
WAHAHAHA i am a jerk.
P.S. i am wearing slippers to breakout

Models before the actual

FAIL!

*waves to lydia*:D

Spheres, Splines and Shit .

2009-02-09T23:02:00.000+08:00

I cant believe this. I get caught for copying homework twice. What happened to ng kim tu and friends?
But thats beside the point. So I reach home, determined to clear Physics without sleeping. I stare at the textbook, and I find myself semi-conscious some 10 minutes later. Zz
Okay okay,so I developed this theory, I can only sleep when I see words and definitions which look punjabi to me. Which in my case, Science=!$!@$wtf?
Okay. Round two.
By Kenny’s 1st law, I figured it was impossible to sleep on the computer. I fucking tried to model the bloody skull, and what turned out became some distorted justin’s face.
And justin is seriously starting to get on my nerves, though who knows how many vessels I will rupture when he even tries to find his balance. I swear, I sumpa ,I sedap, whatever, I am so gonna piss him off during P.E lah.
Right, so im staring at this bloody piece of shit for one hour and I still have no idea where to move on next.
And im not bloody allowed to drop AS? Wouldn’t be that bad if it could replace some imba subject in L1R5. Oh. Turns out its gonna only replace Chinese. Great. Awesome. As if I can hardly get a distinction in Chinese. Doesn’t even make sense to spend some N hours on a subject that I can barely score a pass, when I can score a B in Chinese without even trying .
You have to be fucking kidding me.
What doesn’t help is that theres coursework on thurs, and I have no models at all. Can I just screw this up.
Screw this.
I <3 my life .

Euphoria

2009-02-06T20:54:00.000+08:00

OMGGGG.
i feel damn euphoric now can. I think my mom spiked my drink lah, why would she do that??? so cunning :(
the effect of the ecstasy cant seem to fade off luh, i think im gonna explode into a million pieces soon aAHHH #$!@# OMGGG.

wad to do wad to do wad to do wad to do.

btw btw btw before i went to sleep just now i bloody saw ants on my computer screen lah. Dunno wad they doing sia, think they playing treasure hunt. Not that its the first time or anything but, this time is like the ant colony called for backup or sth .
the whole bloody table was like literally packed with ants .
AND and and when i opened the drawer it was like 12$1312 times worst . whole drawer black.. and even the cigarattes had ants on it like wtf. ants smoke?
Seriously, they think they can mess around in the man's territory, organise a party and get off without letting me in on the fun
not gonna happen man, im gonna confiscate all ur food hurhurhur..
my dad hasnt smoked yet, think ill prolly just pretend i saw nth =/

lalala oh why are there ants =o

adapting to this

2009-02-04T15:49:00.000+08:00

Couldn’t really see why people associated tests with their blogs. Now I think I know why.
Like. When you see a mosquito u tend to see his friend.
Okay, no link.
Anyway, Chemistry test was horrible, I spent like 15 min on the 1st question and I think I screwed it up. N1 kenny. . .!@$!@#%!# @
Zzz I studied ytd, the day b4, the day b4 ytd and I slept aft studying for like 20minutes everyday. Maybe its just the book. Yeah i swear it is

Ohh and just now it rained like Louis was having his flu again, but maybe he just upgraded to the next level. No umbrella,then I think someone said he was allergic to water, don’t think it was me. Impossible. No way. Yay. I NEED TO STUDYY. Not

P.S. moses is being an idiot

:D

2009-02-03T18:23:00.001+08:00

HI KENNY! haha! :DDD
-Chantal :)-